hi in january i got sick it lasted months in april my children father the man i was suppose to marry left, lost my job, i do not have heat or hot water and i'm behind on my house payments. The children father married someone else and left me stuggling. Now he filed for joint custody. I don't have no funds to get anything for my children for christmas i feel like i'm stuck and i can't get out of this bad luck. All I want is for my children to have a good christmas and to forget all the problems we are having. My son is 7 and my daughter is 10 and they are so excited that christmas is coming they even wrote santa a list. I don't want to tell them they may not be christmas for who knows an angel may cross my path and help me.